I don't know why, but I keep reading blogs from moms who have lost children. It isn't like I am searching for these blogs- they are really, really sad. Kelly is kind of obsessed with the topic, so I guess I can blame it on her. The one positive things about reading such blogs, is it gives me much needed perspective.

I've been putting way too much stress on myself about all sorts of different things. I want my bedroom moved...the flowers planted, the carpent cleaned, car cleaned out. I hate bugs- so the few ants in my kitchen are driving me crazy. There is always too much to do. Laundry, work, cooking, cleaning....the list never ends. Come to think of it, I forgot to have Jake sign a couple birthday cards for relatives, and he still has thank you cards to sign from his birthday party. But at the end of the day, the kids are healthy and life is good.

I've been trying really hard to support Paul with Brendon situation. Not sure if I should talk about it, because I might upset him.